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Sunday, October 3rd, 2004
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HAVE YOU EVER SPENT 2 HOURS WRITING A POST IN THE FUCKING LIVE JOURNAL THING AND THEN WHEN YOU HIT THE GOD DAMN UPDATE BUTTON IT GIVES YOU A SERVER TIME OUT ERROR!!!!!!!!!!! JERAD IS MAD!
JERAD IS MAD!!!!!!!
JERAD IS MAD!!!!!!!!!!
IN THE LAST FEW MONTHS i HAVE WRITTEN AROUND 8 DIFFERENT POSTS AND EACH TIME I HIT THE DAMN UPDATE BUTTON i GET A TIMEOUT ERROR AND LOOSE THE 4 HOURS i SPEND TRYING TO WRITE A GOD DAMN ENTRY!!!!
JERAD IS MAD~~~~!!!!!
SO THEN TODAY I DECIDED TO WRITE AGAIN AND IT FUCKING HAPPINS AGAIN!!! SO I GET SOO PISSED OFF i WRTIE AN ANGRY MESSEGE LIKE THIS ONE AND THEN HIT THE GOD DAMN MOTHER FUCKING PIECE OF SHIT FUCKING....
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jERAD IS MAD...
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.......... .. . .......FUCKING UPDATE BUTTON AND WHAT DOES IT DO~!
IT GIVES ME A NEW FUCKING MESSEGE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Updating journal...
Error updating journal:
Incorrect time value: Your most recent journal entry is dated 2004-07-13 19:37, but you're trying to post one at 2003-10-24 13:23 without the backdate option turned on. Please check your computer's clock. Or, if you really mean to post in the past, use the backdate option.
WTFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF?????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
THEN I LOST THAT PISSED OFF POST!!!!!!!!!! I SPENT LIKE 15 MIN WRITING ABOUT HOW MUCH i HATE LIVE JOURNAL AND HOW MUCH IT SUCKS MY NUTS!!!!
NOW IM JUST UBER PISSED~!~~~~!!!!
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MAD
MAD
JERAD IS MAD... YES IM ANGRY!!!!
THANK GOD I AM GOING TO COPY THIS MESSEGE BEFORE I HIT UPDATE!!
AND IF iT DOES NOT POST im GOINg TO fUCKINg EMAIL THIS TO THE lIVE jORNAL dEV teAAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
JEARD IS MAD... <-wtf I cant even spell my name right im soo pissed!
JERAD IS MAD.....
IM SOOO PISSED OFF NOW IM GOING TO DRINK..
WOAH, ALMOST FORGOT TO ctl + c
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its been too long since I have updated my journal and I finnaly decided to update again. Today I took my family to my dads house and we went swimming. My Dad/Brother/Libby/Emma/Bethanna all left the house and we were able to have to pool all to ourselves! I really enjoyed a day of relaxation. Damien enjoyed swimming but only when he was on his own on the steps. He hated it when me or josie would pick him up and walk around the pool with him in our arms. I guess he just likes to feel like he is in control. Lately me and Josie have been thinking more and more about moving. With my job at Best Buy I can move anywhere I want and just transfer to another store. I can even transfer somewhere that would give me a full time spot! We were looking through the new stores that were opening up and we found one that will be opening the beginning of 2005. The store is located in Pearl Harbor. Thats right! Hawaii!! Wouldent it be leet to live in Hawaii for a few years! I think it would be a lot of fun and I see no reason not to. I would only miss my friends but im sure they would have fun coming to visit me and not having to worry about about paying to stay at a multi million dollar resort. The houses in HI are about the same price as the houses in Michigan... except they are in paradise. Me and Josie have a lot of research to do before we make the choice final.
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Thursday, June 24th, 2004
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Its been a few days since I have last updated the journal here. Lately I have just been relaxing infront of TV watching WWII Documentarys on History channel. Yesterday I played through the entire game of Megaman X2. I enjoyed playing it, it brought back memorys of when I played the Megaman series as a kid. This friday I will be going to a concert with Brad to hear some friends band. If I like what I hear I am thinking about asking them if I could help them produce some stuff. I would like to get more into the music production buisness. I have all the skills that are needed and it could be fun working with some more artests. Right now a big storm is about to come through! WOOT! I love the Thunder, Lightning, and the Rain. Storms make me feel so small and insignificant. Its an unsettling feeling for most but I enjoy it.
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Saturday, June 19th, 2004
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Well its time to write again. Today at work there was this really strange person. It had a full beard but had the voice of a woman. It had small breasts and it was not fat either. I said "Hello sir" and it giggled back at me and said hello in a female voice. I was soo confused. Was it a guy or was it a girl?? Owell I guess Ill never know, pretty spooky though.
This morning I called the cable company to cancle my cable because it was costing too much. After getting transfered a few times I ended up talking to some lady that asked me if they could make a deal with me in order to keep me as a customer. I told her that I probably was not interested in any deals but she kept talking anyway. In the end I kept my cable but I have the next 6 months for $19 a month. Not a bad deal so I kept it. I guess Ill just cancle after these next 6 months lol.
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Well here I am again, sitting in my chair at 2 in the morning. Another day of my life has passed and I dont really have much to show for it. Sure I worked and made money, but life is about so much more than money. I hate money, I wish that we could return to the days of trade. That way everyone would be rich and no one poor. There would be no big corporations that order the world around so that they can make a larger profit. The motto of america is that every man is equal... well thats bullshit. The big fat cats dont work worth shit and they make thousands of dollars per min. And then there is the hard working normal man who makes $10.00 an hour if he is lucky. Both the avarage man and the fat cat are Humans. Both of them have flesh and blood. Both of them have familys and people that they love. The time that is spent working is moments taken away from your life! So how is the life of a normal man worth less then the life of a fat cat? These are the things I dont understand. Hail communism in its ways of true equality. I dont know why communism has failed but I admire its courage to stand up to the world and say.... WE ARE ALL PEOPLE... AND WE ARE EQUAL!!!! Some people say that communism is evil because it does not give anyone a chance to get rich... Well even the bible agrees with communism "Proverbs 15:27 - He that is greedy of gain troubleth his own house; but he that hateth gifts shall live.". I really dont like the way our country is going and I dont like the way that corporations are ruling the world. BLAGG!!
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Wednesday, June 16th, 2004
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Well here I am attempting to start a live journal. Last night I had brad over and he helped me create a new live journal account. We had a lot of fun last night and it made me miss the old simple days of Scar. But those days are over now and life has thrown me into a confused daze. As of late I have been getting really depressed about not being able to find my biological family. I have been searching for nearly 4 years now and still have not been able to contact anyone. Last night I had a very realistic dream where I found out who my mother was. I found that she was just a half hour up north. So I took the car and drove up to see her. I arrived at the house that she lived at and I got out of the car. I turned around to see a woman standing across the street getting her mail from a mailbox. I looked into her face and I saw a reflection of my own. I stood there staring at her and she had a confused look on her face. She started walking across the street and just before she was able to say something a semi truck moving about 65mph flew through her breaking every bone in her body, killing her on impact.
I fell to the ground gasping for air. I had searched for so long and in the end I was only able to watch her die. No one deserves to go though the pain of loosing a mother, But here I was going through the pain a second time.
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